where thoughts materialise.

So we're into the sixth version of my blog after the last version hung around for a year or so.

Now, a bit of info on this image. This photo was taken one lovely spring afternoon, featuring the iconic Old Well from the UNC Chapel Hill campus. I would like to think of this image as a tribute to my time in UNC Chapel Hill, the awesome friends I made and the memories I now hold dear.

A milestone in my life indeed.

I've dropped the tagboard cos its useless and taking eons to load. But thanks to Angela who helped me set it up, I still do like and will miss the pink interface.

So yeah, it's the sixth one you fellas!

Yours.

27 April 2008

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Monday, November 15, 2004

All these weekends are really beginning to blur into each other. Maybe it's just my life that is becoming a blur. That's time scraping me on the cheeks, like wind through an open car window. A carousel of blazing colours swirling about me--seamless. Everytime I feel like i have it under control it gets away from me again. There is no control. "who am i? why am i here?" But really why? why? why? why? why?

Is satisfaction enough? Just being satisfied...enough? Enough, enough, enough.

I don't want to be a shell. It's empty, cold. Shhhh--that's my imagination sleeping over there--don't wake it. Turn the light off. Be quiet. Don't move. Stop shaking. Just stop...breathing.

That's too cliche. Oh what was that again? That's good.

It's getting late. You'll be tired tomorrow. Won't be able to function optimally. Not at top efficiency. You'll be slow, weak, inefficiant. Step aside ma' boy. Step aside and let me drive. I've been doing this since you were in diapers. You need to learn how to get to the point. I don't understand you. What did you say? You're wasting my time. You see, I'm important. I have a job to do. You're not helping me. You need to help me. You're only 20? Good god man, what have you been doing? You look run down.

I'll run you down. Run it down. Here it comes. Jump.

What do you value most and why? I dunno... comfort? Maybe that's why I live in this shell. It's a nice one...solid construction. Cozy inside. Very cozy. Too cozy. Oh yeah... that's a good answer. Let me write that one down.

Let that fire burn baby. Let it all burn down. Till everything is charred and gray. Then we can dance upon the ashes of empire. That was your heart skipping a beat. So we beat on.

Gibberish today.

nimgnoy let the night fall at 3:33 AM

1 comments

1 Comments:

At 8:29 PM, Anonymous said...: argh...e tag board is super irritating!
so i decided to leave a mark on e comment section...
so b4 u leave...
1) take care o urself
2) send my hugs to jess
3) take lotsa fotos
4) enjoy urself!!
call me wen u're back k!
will miss u while u're gone..
n lking forward to 2nd dec!
wheee....
*jealous jealous* but i will be a gd fren n still wish u well...hahaha

-hani-