where thoughts materialise.

So we're into the sixth version of my blog after the last version hung around for a year or so.

Now, a bit of info on this image. This photo was taken one lovely spring afternoon, featuring the iconic Old Well from the UNC Chapel Hill campus. I would like to think of this image as a tribute to my time in UNC Chapel Hill, the awesome friends I made and the memories I now hold dear.

A milestone in my life indeed.

I've dropped the tagboard cos its useless and taking eons to load. But thanks to Angela who helped me set it up, I still do like and will miss the pink interface.

So yeah, it's the sixth one you fellas!

Yours.

27 April 2008

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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

I've been bothered of late, by a question that seems totally irrelevant in my life now.

"What would you change in your life, if you had the means to go back in time to do so?"

And I wonder who, or what, ever implanted that question into my head. Fuelled by what I perceive as an avid desire to reach a resolution, I couldn't let this question rest.

Night after night before I sleep, this question presents itself to me, paraphrased or not, right smack into my face. And I'm forced to think about it - a few sleepless nights as a consequence.

And there again, I look back into my life, and begin the ardous task of sifting through memories left untouched since the moment they were created. The formulation of memory has always fascinated me, but that's for another post, another inspiration, another day.

It is easy to lose yourself to the past, to lose track of what one is exactly looking for amongst reminiscence - especially so if the question in mind is as vague as the above.

An easy way out of course would be the standard-beauty-pageant answer that, there is absolutely nothing one would change, because events in life - good or otherwise - moulds and shapes one to what he has become today. (Pardon me for the masculine pronoun.)

Too easy an answer I thought. I can't and wouldn't buy that. What I am searching for has to be more than just that.

But I digress.

So I figured that, an event in life I would want to change, would be one where a mistake has been made, and yet refusing to learn from it, thus allowing it to reoccur.

And I finally found the answer late last night, of which much of the details I wish to withhold.
Well, the purpose of this entry is not my resoultion, but yours.
Go think about it.

nimgnoy let the night fall at 12:44 PM

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