where thoughts materialise.

So we're into the sixth version of my blog after the last version hung around for a year or so.

Now, a bit of info on this image. This photo was taken one lovely spring afternoon, featuring the iconic Old Well from the UNC Chapel Hill campus. I would like to think of this image as a tribute to my time in UNC Chapel Hill, the awesome friends I made and the memories I now hold dear.

A milestone in my life indeed.

I've dropped the tagboard cos its useless and taking eons to load. But thanks to Angela who helped me set it up, I still do like and will miss the pink interface.

So yeah, it's the sixth one you fellas!

Yours.

27 April 2008

you know you miss my older entries

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Monday, October 24, 2005

Just about two hours ago, I was in bed but unable to sleep. I had slept too much in the day and the night before.

I looked out at the night sky from my bed. It was deviod of any stars and of any moon. A blank canvas staring back at me. I felt empty and a fraction lost. I went through the meaning of it all again, reminding myself there was still life waiting, afterall.

Two hours later, here I am, sitting in the silent kitchen in this silent house. Laptop to my right, and instant noodles on my left. I was hungry. Half blogging, half trying to justify this late night affair by reading some Literature notes.

You make me happy.
You fill my sleepless solitude.
You shine in my life.
You are almost all that I need.

You should not make me happy.
You should not fill my sleepless solitude.
You should not shine in my life.
You should not be all that I need.

People change, but what is often more disturbing to us is other people changing, especially when they do so at a rate or in a way at variance with our own change. If all personal changes are, in fact, informed by general social ones, and these larger changes assume a course that necessarily leaves some behind, are we then to accept that such persons are the inevitable cost of social development? What if this cost is precisely central to that in the name of which it has been claimed? Are humanity and society really compatible at heart?

nimgnoy let the night fall at 1:53 AM

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