where thoughts materialise.

So we're into the sixth version of my blog after the last version hung around for a year or so.

Now, a bit of info on this image. This photo was taken one lovely spring afternoon, featuring the iconic Old Well from the UNC Chapel Hill campus. I would like to think of this image as a tribute to my time in UNC Chapel Hill, the awesome friends I made and the memories I now hold dear.

A milestone in my life indeed.

I've dropped the tagboard cos its useless and taking eons to load. But thanks to Angela who helped me set it up, I still do like and will miss the pink interface.

So yeah, it's the sixth one you fellas!

Yours.

27 April 2008

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Sunday, May 21, 2006

I always liken the summer vacation to a period of great change. An undertaking of new roles and new challenges in life. Some people graduate and begin a new life, some start their internship attachment and tonnes of others flee overseas. It is a marvelous time of the year - great weather, zero commitments to school and lots of free time at hand. We are no longer students. We become working adults, travellers, and ultimately all become witnesses of the greater world.

Of course, not all would embrace such change as willingly as others.

For me, I've chosen to watch the ethereal sunset, to cherish what's left of its blazing glory before it slips behind the horizon and leaves behind nothing but memories of what it used to be. In its setting hours, the sun is at its most meek and vulnerable.

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I am most probably cancelling SEA with Jon. Which is probably one of the hardest decision to make. While being with my grandma in her last months is the obvious choice to make, the compromise I had to make was a large one.

To dash the dreams of my bro is definitely one I find the hardest to accept. To realise that, because of me, he has to give up to the trip as well, is something I feel extremely bad about. And though he is gracious enough to say it's okay, I inevitable feel responsible for the no go.

Fucked up. I can't help but feel so damned fucked up.

nimgnoy let the night fall at 11:47 AM

3 comments

3 Comments:

At 4:45 PM, Anonymous said...: i'm here.

- your biggest fan
At 11:52 PM, Anonymous said...: wonders who is ur biggest fan, bro..

anyway, i'm fine. worked out another plan. will juz shelf the backpacking trip and see wat our future holds yah. many more years to come. so yah.

hope ur granny will be fine, bro. and dun get too stressed up.
At 3:36 PM, Anonymous said...: trust you not to say anything about this to me. i'm not a friend who only makes you do silly things and embarrass yourself in public... really sorry to hear about this.

hatsumomo