where thoughts materialise.

So we're into the sixth version of my blog after the last version hung around for a year or so.

Now, a bit of info on this image. This photo was taken one lovely spring afternoon, featuring the iconic Old Well from the UNC Chapel Hill campus. I would like to think of this image as a tribute to my time in UNC Chapel Hill, the awesome friends I made and the memories I now hold dear.

A milestone in my life indeed.

I've dropped the tagboard cos its useless and taking eons to load. But thanks to Angela who helped me set it up, I still do like and will miss the pink interface.

So yeah, it's the sixth one you fellas!

Yours.

27 April 2008

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Thursday, January 31, 2008

Is it just me, or is life only but a state of ambivalence?

This is all too puzzling, this existence we find ourselves in. Perhaps I think too much, but if we cease to do so, are we not leading a life not worth learning, appreciating, loving and ultimately living?

While life is one meandering road of struggles, life is too, a journey with much to love and smile about. It's amazing how my life has worked out to teach me this: just as it takes two hands to clap, we co-exist with the constant bombardment of antitheses only for us to be thankful of what we have in life.

Good can never be made known or distinctive, if there isn't evil (or the lesser good) on its opposite end.

There is a parallel thought in my head now questioning the purpose of this entry, which in fact I have no reason why. Perhaps this was meant to be made starkingly clear to me in the midst of all the varying, contesting, sometimes debatable emotions and attitudes that I have of life and the people around me.

When will I ever get a grip on life the way some people apparent are? I wonder if people even think about such things, or am I the only fool who does. But I stand firm on this: how can you live without knowing what living is all about, the reasons why and the paths to choose?

And as for me, I'm always learning, faulting and learning all over again. Life will always be for me, a state of ambivalence - one to struggle with, ponder about and keeping me busy in moments of solitude.

nimgnoy let the night fall at 4:30 AM

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